|We could be happy underground...
||[Oct. 31st, 2005|06:28 pm]
~Soul Of Serenity~
|||||RIlo Kiley - X-Mas Cake||]|
HAPPY HALLOWEEN EVERYONE!
Ah, well now that my happiness is done, its time for some serious, stick in the mud, social commentary.
Am I a prude? Or just the only person I know with morals, standards, and an attraction to personality, NOT just looks? I'm starting to think not. Maybe I'm just "on the outside looking in" in this situation, but hearing about Homecoming kinda pissed me off. God, I'm glad I'm not into rap. I seriously saw more people pretending to dance today at school than I have in my entire liftime. lol maybe I shouldn't talk, considering Freedom's Homecoming, but is it a good thing to be proud of the face that you practically dry humped people at a dance? (lol and btw Seth, I heard about Jessica F. and Tiffanie jumping you, that was mildly entertaining to hear :D) I seem to have a completely different view of partying. I can't STAND it for the most part. I don't drink, smoke, or party that hard at all, and I'm kinda sick of people talking about it. I know this is coming off as really pretentious, but I have some personal morals that I just will not compromise to "have a good time" so they say.
Bringing me to my second point. I have heard WAY too many people talking about all the shit that they did this weekend. GOD, stop clogging up your bodies with al that toxic shit! Erg, I need a hug. Someone needs to show me that not all people do that, not all guys only want a hot chick, that there's still hope for me yet! Sorry, to those who have voiced it to me, if i've seemed kinda distant and antisocial lately. Soccer's been picking up lately, draining me of all energy. (Though i am seriously having a blast this year) And plus, extenuating circumstances in my personal and family life have put me in a "non-party" mood. I need someone to just come to my house and drag me out of it! Hurry! Rescue me! I need a knight in shining armor, or at least in a car!
Sorry for the downer of a post; it seems like I only wanna make big posts when I'm in a funk, or have something to complain about :p On a brighter note, I hope everyone had a better weekend than I did, and I hope to get hauled out of this house soon.
Am I going to be a Baxter?
I feel like a quote out of context
With holding the rest
So I can be for you what you want to see
I got the gestures and sounds
Got the timing down
It’s uncanny, yeah
You’d think it was me
Do you think I should take a class
To lose my southern accent?
Did I make me up
Or make the face ’til it stuck?
I do the best imitation of myself.
I fear I'm goin dead
I've got some sense left
give up some more to be with you
cause what good is seein', if love's not lookin' back at you